Team Jacob!

Hello.  My name is Inigo Montoya.  You killed my father; prepare to die!

Quotes to surf life on.  The people we look up to in life are the people in ourselves we wish we could be.  I guess that goes without saying, though.  Movies have always been my one and only push.  I don't get excited over anything anymore.  The little things in life are still my most favorite moments but it's getting harder and harder for me to say, yay!, trash day!  Or, thank goodness I missed the wooly bear crossing the road.  Even though I am always excited to miss that little guy.

Writers have always been a fascination of mine.  To be able to manipulate words in a way to motivate and inspire; make peace with and create passion.  Someone who can inflame my heart to burn brighter within a sentence, especially in screen play form, has a special spot next to me on the couch.  A well written movie line with the correct amount of emphasis on the music behind it can truly change your life.  I hate when people take an object to cherish or worship in a sense, but I guess movies and their scores would be my hypecritical stance on the matter.   I can't seem to help it.  I get engrossed inside of them.  Even the horrible movies I can't help but fall into.  I have the same addiction to boys.  I fall into them as quickly as I cum...pretty damn quick.  It doesn't matter what they look like or their personalities, it's all the same to me: someone that I cannot have so I must obsess over it.  Movies are the same way.  It is a life I do not have so I want it.  Gigli for god's sakes!  I teared up and it wasn't because it was longer than 12 minutes.  I actually don't like many of the movies I watch.  I have a horribly high standard when it comes to them, life also, I guess, but I love watching them all.   I love the cinematography.  The way you are made to feel the emotion of the moment by a sweeping camera shot or a slow crawl upwards with the crescendo of the strings underneath you, lifting you up.

I forgot if I had a point.  I guess I normally don't have a point.  So...I'm thinking of buying one of the cardboard standees we are selling for the new Eclipse movie.  There are two types: Edward and Jacob.  They are just a life sized cut out of themselves posing in a sexually explicit way...well, suggestive in the PG-13 sorts.  I thought to myself, $24 is a bit much for cardboard, not to mention, really?  But what's the harm in having a little vampire or werewolf in the closet?  Then I thought if I bought Jacob would that make me a pedifile?  He is technically underage in real life.  Like it makes a difference if he were 20 playing a 15 year old or 15 playing a 20 year old.  Still pretty pedi!  Anyway, that's what I want for my birthday.