I'm starting to fall into the gap again.   I have been working out steady for one week and 5 days.  I hate every moment of it.  I don't like sweating.  I hate moving at all, really.  I hate the fact that the only reason why we are to be scuplted is to have the boom-boom made sex love.  I know, everyone says the same thing, "I do it because I want to get healthy, I do it for myself".  Bitch please!  You do it so you can walk into a room and not have people say, DAMNNN GIRL...you fat!  Or have the whispering remarks behind your back as you sit in the wooden chair that questionably holds you up.  And of course, you do it because society says you have to in order to have that other in your life.  The better health is colateral "damage".  Now granted, yes, there are people in the world that are bigger that find their "true love".  At least they find their settled true love.  And there are the very select few that find their love that actually looks you into the soul and finds the true meaning of your lives together without caring what the shell looks like.  And there are the even fewer that will look themselves in the mirror and truly say "I love you" and jump in the run full stride ahead.  More power, love.  That is a rare factor in this world we call the Dope Show.   But one that is welcomed with open arms.

Men are men, through and through.  Having two in a relationship that is deeper than Top vs Bottom is a wall being climbed by a one armed man.  It is able to be done but it takes a lot of work.  So we must muddle through the sweat and tears in order to be loved for more than our personalities!  Get in that gym and bust one out for the boys over seas.  Stick with the plan of thinking more positively and affecting your life for the better.  The gym is your friend and the bottom is half full!